“Just knowing you’re half-way alright.. makes tonight okay.” Ok, so one half of me is above the water, and the other, partway submerged. The rain is continuing to fall, yes THIS is a raging storm. Can you really leave me here like this, alive, but maybe not for long? Can you really let me stay like […]Read More What did I expect to find out here?
“Careful now. You’ll hurt yourself.. Careful now, you’ll hurt someone else.” –Copeland\\ The last words I ever heard from David: “Get your life right with God before you ruin your own life or someone else’s.” I hope I’m not ruining anyone’s life.. I hope I’m not hurting anyone at all – emotionally, spiritually, […]Read More “Maybe the sun will shine tomorrow.”
[ June 4th, 2010 ] And how am I to see beyond these black walls. And am I supposed to be someone who should be alone And can I really believe that a heart just like my own Could committ itself so fully, could give it’s all in all Is there a reserve that you […]Read More Every pretty picture, and every song.
Woke up in Atlanta, Georgia this morning. The next week.. will bring with it opportunity for character development.. the exercise of greater faith.. the sacrifice of reputation, manly approbation, respect, self. *** Today, is Friday. So we’ll rewind to, Wednesday. Wednesday was the day class was cancelled, and Jan and I went out to […]Read More Maybe I don’t even know her anymore.
<– Jan. ^ L-R, Jan and I. “You’re much too young to be in love.” “Just let me run where I want to run.. Just let me love who I want.” * Today was lovely. I woke up sad.. Boyfriend and I were up very late discussing religion last night. He and I have “differences..” […]Read More Kosher pizza, religious drag and tomfoolery.
And this blog post is entirely devoted to this one capture. Love Affair, by Copeland. And I would have driven all the way, the whole 2 hours, to NYC, justttt for this one take. There is just so much that could be said, so many facets to this photo that could be pinpointed and analyzed.. […]Read More A picture that is better than, I dare say, ALL the rest.
I sought, and I found. My assessment. This is an excerpt from my actual, tangible, paper-and-pen JOURNAL, written today. Some things have been omitted and, who knows, I might add in a “thing or two.” 🙂 Enjoy. Jose drove us here (in my car). Jan slept in the backseat […]Read More Apples.. big ones. But only one! Just, one. “The.. apple. The BIG apple!” Or is it some other fruit?
Because we’re always seeing life through someone else’s. Yeah, we’re always living life to please the lifeless. ** And I say brainwashing, becaaaaause I’m listening to “Exception” (Paramore) for about the 67th time. I’m addicted. It’s the only song that I have any interest in at the moment, which, is weird for me. I usually […]Read More Brainwashing. Re-evaluating. (Taking off the glasses and seeing with MY eyes)
Ahem, as a side note.. the ATM machine is mentioned only in passing and is so very insignificant and meaningless in regards to this story.. but nevertheless, I included it in the title because, well, I just like the ‘ring of it’ 🙂 -AA *****/ ** ********* Beautiful day; a pocket of light and […]Read More Coolest day of my life. (A handshake, a building, and the ATM machine.)
you are the only exception.. you are the only exception. you are the only exception.. you are the only exception. -paramore ***** ** ********* Part of my tooth chipped off today! Happened during lunch.. so weird, same thing happened about 2 years ago when I was visiting my ex-boyfriend in CT. Wondering if it’s cavity-related […]Read More “No reason or rhyme.” A post with no substance, no meaning, no coherence – just a big mess of words.