So I got a job! I’ve been re-hired as a Cracker Barrel Server, a Rising Star, a friendly waitress, – a tired and tiny little robot. Yesterday, I was put onto the “floor” (server slang for.. the dining room). The full, detailed story follows. That afternoon, as Chris kissed me goodbye and drove away, all […]Read More Speed Of Sound,- speed of life. CB, memories, and vomitting. (It’s when you can’t do anything about it anymore, that you realize how bad the wrong decisions you made, were.-AA)
Selflessness: listening to music you DON’T like because you LOVE the person who LIKES it. -Aun Aqui “How long before you decide, before I know what it feels like?” -Coldplay. So a lot has been going on, going down, transpiring, eventizing, and I’ve been moving on, and feeling down, perspiring, and realizing. Under the spotlight, […]Read More And resolutions are the same as yesterday.
It’s about 2 in the morning and I simply cannot sleep. I climbed out of bed and crept downstairs with Polo clutched tightly in one arm and this here laptop gripped by the other. Just going to try to sort some things out, in my mind – just going to try to find some reason […]Read More “You’ve gotta spend some time, love.” (pretending in unending deceit/ just play along somehow)
An update: This is a 5-page (don’t run away) entry from a few days ago, followed by a present-tense synopsis of existence. “Come on in. I’ve got to tell you what a state I’m in. I’ve gotta tell you in my LOUDEST tones, that I started looking, for a warning sign.. when the truth is […]Read More “Married Life;” even isolation couldn’t stop the bleed. [Don’t you shiver]