Every day, in my mind, I watch the world burn, hotter and hotter, and I wish I could just finally close my eyes, because it’s torture.Read More Food, Sex, Power, Possessions, Arts, Psychology, and Religion: Why none of it helps or matters.
I began to cry. “Am I going to jail? Are you going to tell on me? Am I going to be on that TV show? Will they play the ‘bad boys bad boys, whatcha gonna do’ song?”Read More The Most Beautiful (And Expensive) Trashcan In The Whole Entire World
I repeat: He walked away. Leaving me standing there, clueless and drowning inside of a Burger King shirt that was 4 sizes too big, with a growing line of impatient and hangry customers staring me down.Read More Let’s pretend that you’re filthy rich and never have to work again.. now what?
Being touched made me so uncomfortable. I felt like the awkward recipient of a gift I didn’t know how to hold properly. But soon, those feelings of discomfort turned into intense cravings. I longed for my friends to hug me and hold me, because suddenly, it felt wonderful to be the recipient of platonic affection, and I knew it was something I couldn’t get at home.Read More Touched by an…other human being
“But that’s the thing,” she said. “Because you didn’t know what the ‘limitations’ were, you had no limits.”Read More I want to ride my bicycle; I want to ride my bike.
I didn’t want a sneak-peek into his world anymore.. the cursory view that hundreds of others got; highlights here and there, and occasional showcases of the big, mention-worthy things. I wanted to know what he’d had for breakfast that morning.. hear what new, favorite song he’s been playing on repeat all week long.. and see what Marvel-themed t-shirt he bought at Target last weekend. Shit I don’t have a right to know anymore; shit I shouldn’t care to know about, see, or hear anymore.Read More Her Beginning, My Past: “Single and happy about it.”
I opened the door to the cafe, invited him in, and then pulled him aside. “We were supposed to have mornings and evenings together,” I reminded him, shaking my head in disbelief, “so what the hell is this?”Read More Curamin: “Stop Pain NOW!”